Just so know that I do not share everything that has or is happening to me. There are things that I just do not remember to write down, others things I feel are meant for me and my lover only and others that I feel are just not important enough to be put into words. I feel that the experiences that I do put into words in this book are exactly the way it was meant to be and what is intended to be shared. I have always felt that this process from day one has been guided by my lover and I still feel this way today.